day..none more days

so...i have officially turned in the written part of my exam. it is off in cyberspace somewhere on its way to my advisors PC. i'm not sure if it's done well..but the operative word is that its done. now i just have to sweat bullets until the oral part on the 22nd.

i have to say that i am very very relieved to have the written part done. for the record, i wrote about 75-80 pages in 6 days. just so you know, that is a virtual fuck ton of writing. actually, scratch that..its an actual fuck ton. you'd think after doing all of that i'd feel pretty comfortable predicting whether i passed or not...but i really don't know. you can't know what this process is like until you go through it and then once you do go through it, you find yourself wondering what the point of it all was. more than anything, i proved to myself that i could do it. it would be an unstatement to say that i have had a lot on my plate this semester. so it feels good to know that despite everything else, i was able to do this. i only hope my efforts pay off.

thanks to everyone for your awesome support. i have awesome friends and family. it rocks.

now its time to enjoy some serious tv time and wine and to get some freakin' sleep. :)

HUGS!